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Pornography: I Dont’t Know if You Know Whether Your Dad Had a Sex Addiction

It is a true proverb; that if you live with

a lame man you will learn to halt.

–Plutarch

Memories

Dad Mom

Arguments

I’ve Porn in Closet

Addicted

It all started when I hid in Dad’s closet flipping through his porn magazines.  Intensive sensations flooded through my entire body, more so, in my pelvic region.

Shortly after my discovery of pornography, I became addicted to compulsive masturbation.

Masturbation and Porn excited one another; My addiction became secured.

At first, looking back on family memories was difficult to do.

Now, I realize that their arguments had a lot to do with Dad’s sexual problem (addition).

I have a confession to make: I am addicted to pornography and masturbation; a sex addict.

However, I forgive my father and take responsibility for what I do.

Now, I have been sober for nearly a year.

Thanks,

Dale

Meditation 

Isaiah 57:15,

15 For thus saith the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity, whose name is Holy; I dwell in the high and holy place, with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit, to revive the spirit of the humble, and to revive the heart of the contrite ones.

 

 

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Pornography: Time-Sensitive Grace; Make Heart-Felt Choices

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Rewards: Peace and Purpose (http://godinterest.com/profile/133916)

Do you remember a time when you felt guilt, shame, and pain after another porn session?

Right now, re-experience that pain.

Get into the bleak state of that situation.

Concentrate all those negative energies to your heart.

Now answer three questions. (Do so on paper or Word Document.)

1. What do you love most?

2. What are you passionate about?

3. What would it feel like to loose all you love, passions?

Now, Make a Time-Sensitive Choice.

Stop.

Find help. Therapist. 12 Step program. Support Group. Do it today.

Peace Fills,

Dale C.

Fantasize Feeling Pornography: Here’s My Confession

My Body Hungers for Pain.

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New and old cravings crawl across nerves.

The body hungers for porn.

“O God, help!”

The body hungers for porn;

Burning feelings of hell; desperation, loneliness, shame.

The body hungers for porn.

The lower abdomen radiates; solar plexus aches; chest hurts.

The body hungers for porn.

Arms tighten; hands shake; mouse clicks.

God!

My body hungers for porn;

Dark side,

Trembling.

Pain.

My Morning Meditation

Psalm 141: 1 I cry out to You;
Make haste to me!
Give ear to my voice when I cry out to You.

Let my prayer be set before You as incense,
The lifting up of my hands as the evening sacrifice.

Set a guard, O Lord, over my mouth;
Keep watch over the door of my lips.

Do not incline my heart to any evil thing,
To practice wicked works
With men who work iniquity;
And do not let me eat of their delicacies (Psalm 141:1-4, 1982, NIV).

Peace Fills,

Dale

Reference

Psalm 141:1-4. (1982). Thomas Nelson. Retrieved from https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm+141&version=NKJV.

Pornography: Discover the Two Most Important Emotions in the World

Featured image Is there a single evil in the world that cannot be traced back to fear (Mello, 1990, p. 62)?

Think about it.

Is there any good in the world that is not traced back to love (p. 62)?

Pornography is evil–a violence that is based in fear.

Relationships that are based in fidelity are rooted in trust or love.

Pornography is not victimless.  Because porn is based in evil, everyone who is involved becomes a victim.

More than 50% of married men in America view porn at least once a month; moreover, approximately the same percentage of Christian men watch pornography on a monthly basis (PR Newswire, 2014).

Fear or Love, what rules your heart?

When you experience fear, remember, love overcomes evil.

References

Mello, A. D. (1990). Awareness. p. 62. New York; NY: Doubleday.

PR Newswire. (2014, August 14). How many Christians do you think watch porn? Lynchburg; VA. Retrieved from http://www.digitaljournal.com/pr/2123093.