I cut, I hear voices, I am not ok!

scarredandscared

Wow, what a night. The voices have returned and it was one of the worst nights I have experienced for a well over a month. That’s kind of evident when you wake up in the middle of the night in the fetal position in the corner of your bedroom with dried tears and blood all over you. It’s amazing how here I am today feeling drained, upset but mostly calm and can look back on my night and realize how there are two different people inside me. There is one crazy cat who has emotions that are well beyond my control. There is a rage, an anger I can’t put into words, a sadness, fear and intense need for love that comes over me, a confused and sad little girl really who desperately wants to have the arms of someone who loves her just protect and cradle her then there…

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