Fantasize Feeling Pornography: Here’s My Confession

My Body Hungers for Pain.

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New and old cravings crawl across nerves.

The body hungers for porn.

“O God, help!”

The body hungers for porn;

Burning feelings of hell; desperation, loneliness, shame.

The body hungers for porn.

The lower abdomen radiates; solar plexus aches; chest hurts.

The body hungers for porn.

Arms tighten; hands shake; mouse clicks.

God!

My body hungers for porn;

Dark side,

Trembling.

Pain.

My Morning Meditation

Psalm 141: 1 I cry out to You;
Make haste to me!
Give ear to my voice when I cry out to You.

Let my prayer be set before You as incense,
The lifting up of my hands as the evening sacrifice.

Set a guard, O Lord, over my mouth;
Keep watch over the door of my lips.

Do not incline my heart to any evil thing,
To practice wicked works
With men who work iniquity;
And do not let me eat of their delicacies (Psalm 141:1-4, 1982, NIV).

Peace Fills,

Dale

Reference

Psalm 141:1-4. (1982). Thomas Nelson. Retrieved from https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm+141&version=NKJV.

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